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I don't know how to start this because in my head I'm already at the middle of what I want to say. It's hard to go back to the start when mentally I'm on a roll. For the past month I've been struggling with my emotions. My girlfriend and I broke up and I ended up in the ER the next day. I wasn't in a state of mind to deal with the breakup because I was worried about my health, but since I've been out of the hospital all I can think about is candice. We were together for nine months which is four years and three months shorter than the amount of time I was with my previous ex. The thing is I had never been happier than the nine months I was w

I just got this feeling that I need to post something on here and soon. It's been so long since I've done anything worth sharing on this site that I feel kind of weird still being here. The problem is that I've become a live performer and literally can't post what I do here. I'm sure I can post video, but I don't own the licensing for the songs I sings, so there would be some sort of problem if I did show off here. Hopefully I'll be able to work on something I can post.

After all the crap I dealt with last year involving my now dead love life, I keep having the old dreams of the ex. I don't miss Renee, but I do miss the companionship and the family life. I know I didn't fail in that relationship, she's the one who chose to end things when she met some guy online. I'll never understand how a pretend relationship can replace real human interaction, but that's just something that happens these days. Moving to 2011, I met five girls who I look back on now and wonder how I got fooled so many times. The first one was perfect in every way, she was too good to be true. Unfortunately she never returned my calls and